from the doodle pad: ode to my addiction to ballpens

to the nice pens in national bookstore:

i see you there again

i always seem to know where to find you.

its somewhere i should be avoiding

cause its hard to stop when you've got me started.

your presence is hard to turn away from

makes me want to touch you...

to know if it feels just right...

to drag you across the sheet... (i really don't like this line but can't seem to find another to replace it)

several have come before you...

...and have gone...

either broken, forgotten, or stolen...

dried up or simply just lost.

would i be able to own you?

let alone, touch you?

06.22.2010

hoarder

something i'm slowly getting over: 

my itch to buy pens and papers.

oh yes, my favorite store is national bookstore.

i love the song... "you make me feel" by archive

World freediving champion Guillaume Nery had for some time wanted to establish a link between his sport -- which requires diving to incredible depths on a single breath -- and BASE jumping, which involves free-falling and parachuting from stationary objects." 

(for the complete document... 

http://www.grindtv.com/outdoor/blog/17914/freedivers+breathtaking+plunge+into+abyss+caught+on+video/)

from the doodle pad: ode

you are rooted deep
and your presence is disturbing
on best times, you're nothing
but that numb spot or slight throbbing
on worst days, you're an agony...
painful, gnawing and piercing.
i've pretended much too long
a hole that's not empty
a presence in absence.
my forced indifference made you seemingly non-existent
but in truth, you're making me rot
and the necrotized flesh stinks of you...
undeniably... unbearably.


now, it's out of my mouth.
you're out of me.
what a relief.


05.21.2010

snapped: ending summer (NOT)

what can i do but be supportive?

gets tiring sometimes though... i have never been good with pouts and i run out of poses. hahaha

luckily, ez filled in as substitute.. 

date:05.29.2010

location: panglao, bohol

photo credit: dru nevermore

(selected pix only... complete pix @ my FB acct)

snapped: around fuente circle

photo walks with dru and urly...

date:05.25.2010

location: fuente circle, cebu

photo credit: dru nevermore

(selected pix only... complete pix @ my FB acct)

snapped: water baby

photo credit: dru nevermore

location: balicasag island
05.29.2010

i have always loved the sea, sun and sands... i could've been lil mermaid in my past life. haha

its my first time to snorkel though... loser mode, i know... nevertheless, it's one thing ticked off my bucket list now.

although we missed the dolphins in balicasag island, we sure enjoyed feeding the fishes.. got nibbled by one too..boy, they were huge... just like those that we enjoy eating hehe. 

thanks to the birthday gurl, ate babes for the all expense paid balicasag get away...

no, its not the end of summer... it's still at its peak. 

me... trying not to float.

virgin islands, panglao, bohol